The Currency of Time: Because Time Is Life Measured

“Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away” (James 4:14)

We spend money as though it is our greatest asset, yet money can be earned again. Time cannot. Every day, we wake up with a fresh deposit of twenty-four hours. How we invest that deposit ultimately determines the story of our lives. Time is the currency of life, and once spent, it cannot be refunded.

Every year for my birthday, I pause and take inventory of the year that has passed. While many people celebrate January 1 as the beginning of a new year, my birthday has become my personal New Year; a time of reflection, gratitude, evaluation, and recalibration.

As I step into Year 54, one truth has become clearer more than ever before:

Time is my most valuable asset.

Last year, I published a workbook and became a student of my own process. As I completed the Harmony Circle assessment, I found the experience both awakening and sobering. Some areas of my life showed healthy balance and strength. Faith and spirituality, joy and peace, purpose and career, health and wellness, growth and learning, and relationships reflected years of intentional cultivation. Other areas revealed opportunities for growth.

Finances and stewardship needed greater attention, though I could clearly see progress and movement in the right direction. Like many people, I’m not yet where I want to be financially, but I am grateful that I’m no longer where I once was. Then there was the category that surprised me most.

Time and Energy.

It wasn’t just my lowest score, it was my greatest revelation.

We all receive the same twenty-four hours each day. No one receives more. No one receives less. Yet while time is distributed equally, energy is not. Energy determines how we experience our time and where our lives are ultimately invested.

The question isn’t merely, “How am I spending my time?”

The deeper question is:

“What is receiving the best of my energy?”

As I reflected on my life, I knew exactly where most of my time and energy were being invested, my job.

Work itself is not the problem. Scripture teaches that work is honorable and meaningful. Yet I found myself asking a difficult question:

Am I spending my life on what matters most?

Not my hours. My life.

Because time is not something separate from life. Time is life measured.

When we give our time, we are giving portions of our lives that can never be reclaimed.

Money can be replaced.

Opportunities can return.

Possessions can be recovered.

But once a day is gone, it is gone forever.

Moses understood this truth when he prayed:

“Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” (Psalm 90:12)

Notice he did not pray for more days.

He prayed for wisdom concerning the days he already had.

As I evaluated the past year, I realized I desire something more than financial freedom.

I desire time freedom.

I want the full capacity of my time.

I no longer want my availability for family, rest, travel, service, creativity, or purpose to be determined solely by someone else’s schedule.

I want the freedom to spend a Tuesday afternoon with family.

To take an unexpected trip.

To enjoy a staycation in my pajamas without requesting permission.

To answer the call of purpose when it comes.

To be fully present with the people I love.

At this stage of life, relationships matter more than accumulation.

Presence matters more than possessions.

Impact matters more than image.

I have never been someone who pursued opportunities solely because of compensation. Throughout my life, I have made decisions based on value, meaning, purpose, and alignment.

Years ago, I learned something that has stayed with me:

No employer can ever pay me what I am truly worth.

Not because my skills are irreplaceable.

But because what I exchange for compensation can never be replaced.

My time.

My time is my life.

And my life belongs to God.

The Apostle Paul wrote:

“Look carefully then how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil.” (Ephesians 5:15-16)

The phrase “redeeming the time” means to buy back every opportunity and use it intentionally.

In other words, don’t drift through life.

Steward it.

Many people think stewardship is primarily about money.

Scripture reveals something much deeper.

Stewardship is about managing everything God has entrusted to us, our gifts, relationships, resources, influence, health, opportunities, energy, and yes, our time.

Time is not merely a scheduling issue.

It is a stewardship issue.

The enemy of purpose is often not distraction.

It is unconscious living.

Days become weeks.

Weeks become years.

Years become decades.

And one day we discover we have spent our lives reacting rather than intentionally living.

If you do not plan your time, something else will.

If you do not define your priorities, someone else will.

If you do not establish boundaries around your energy, others will gladly consume it.

Your calendar is often a greater reflection of your values than your intentions.

This birthday has reminded me that every season deserves reevaluation.

What served us in one season may not serve us in the next.

The goal is not simply to live longer.

The goal is to live more intentionally.

To be present.

To be purposeful.

To be aligned.

To invest our lives where our hearts truly reside.

As I enter Year 54, I am not asking, “How much more can I accomplish?”

I am asking, “What is worthy of the life I have left to give?”

Perhaps that is the question we should all ask.

Because at the end of our lives, it will not matter how busy we were.

It will matter how faithful we were with what was entrusted to us.

And among all the gifts God has given us, none may be more precious than time.

Be Encouraged. Be Blessed. Be Enriched. Be Authentically YOU.

What God Was Doing While I Was Waiting…

“What I thought was delay was often God developing roots I couldn’t yet see.”
— Kimberly E. Beasley

There are seasons in life when we wonder if anything is happening at all.

We pray. We wait. We trust. We keep putting one foot in front of the other. Yet nothing seems to move according to our plans or our timeline.

Then one day, we look back and realize that while we were waiting, God was working.

It has been several years since my last blog post. In those years, life has unfolded in ways I never could have predicted. I lost my mother. I faced a brain tumor and underwent brain surgery. I navigated the challenges of Cushing’s disease while continuing to manage Lupus and Myositis. I wrote another book. I continued serving, teaching, and watering wherever God sent me. Some seasons were marked by grief, others by healing, and still others by growth that was happening beneath the surface where no one could see it.

Yet even in those moments, God was working. Not always in ways I could see, and not always according to the timeline I would have chosen, but faithfully nonetheless. Looking back, I realize that some of the greatest growth in my life happened during seasons I would never have volunteered for. God was teaching me to trust Him when I did not have answers and to find peace in His presence when circumstances made no sense.

Like many people, I have asked God, “Why now?” and “Why this way?”

What I continue to learn is that God’s timing and our timing are rarely the same.

We often want immediate answers, quick breakthroughs, and visible results. God is often more concerned with preparation than presentation. Before something manifests in our lives, there is usually a season of development taking place that we do not fully understand.

The life of Joseph illustrates this beautifully.

Joseph received a dream from God as a young man. He knew God had spoken, but he could not have imagined the journey that would follow. Before the dream was fulfilled, Joseph experienced betrayal, slavery, false accusations, and imprisonment. Years passed between the promise and the manifestation.

From a human perspective, those years may have looked like detours.

From God’s perspective, they were preparation.

The pit prepared him.

The prison prepared him.

The waiting prepared him.

Every experience developed the character, wisdom, humility, and leadership Joseph would need when his appointed time arrived.

When Pharaoh called for Joseph, the opportunity appeared suddenly. Yet the truth is that God had been preparing him all along.

The manifestation was sudden.

The preparation was not.

I believe many of us find ourselves somewhere in that preparation process.

We may not understand why certain doors closed, why certain relationships ended, why grief visited our lives, why health challenges appeared unexpectedly, or why the journey has taken longer than expected. Yet Scripture repeatedly reminds us that God is working even when we cannot see it.

Ecclesiastes 3:11 tells us, “He has made everything beautiful in its time.”

Not our time.

His time.

That verse does not suggest that every season feels beautiful while we are living through it. Rather, it reminds us that God sees the complete picture while we only see the current chapter.

Looking back over the last several years, I can see God’s hand in places where I once saw only uncertainty. I can see growth where I once saw delay. I can see purpose where I once saw pain.

The waiting was not wasted.

The losses were not meaningless.

The diagnoses were not without purpose.

The lessons were not accidental.

God was preparing, strengthening, pruning, healing, and teaching.

As I return to this space, my encouragement to you is simple: do not despise the season you are in.

If God has given you a promise, continue to trust Him.

If you are grieving, allow Him to comfort you.

If you are healing, give yourself grace.

If you are growing, embrace the process.

If you are waiting, remember that waiting is not the same as being forgotten.

Continue watering what God has placed in your hands.

Continue learning.

Continue growing.

Continue choosing faith.

When the appointed time comes, what God has been cultivating beneath the surface will become visible.

Until then, trust the process and trust the One who is ordering your steps.

God’s timing is never late.

God’s timing is never wasted.

And God’s timing is always purposeful.

Be Encouraged…Be Blessed…Be Enriched…Be Authentically You!

Not Broken!

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I’ve heard people talk about and label themselves and other individuals that have endured some type of traumatic event and having trouble getting beyond the tragedy as being “Broken.”

As I think about the definition of broken: having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order; (of a person) having given up all hope; despairing. These words can have a life threatening effect on someone that believes that they are broken. Who wants to live like that, being labeled as nonfunctional?

I’ve come to believe that people aren’t broken…they’re emotional. We need to throw out these popular sayings and see people and things as they are. When God created man, he created us whole. Nothing broken, nothing lacking. People that are considered broken are seen as fragile and needing careful handling. With some being fit for nothing other than to be thrown away; they’re irreparable. What do you think?

I don’t know about you but I’ve experienced some things in my life I thought I’d never make it through. I felt like giving up. But there was something that kept me from sinking in despair. When we experience traumatic events in our lives they don’t break us, they make us emotional.

You have a right to experience emotions. God gave them to you. Validate your emotions as they appear. Don’t ignore them, acknowledge them. If you have experienced some life altering event you are free to feel what you feel. This doesn’t just apply to things that bring you joy but to the things that have brought you pain as well. Don’t run from your pain. If you run from it, it’ll only meet you at another place in your life. You’ll have to confront it eventually or you’ll be stuck at that event in your life as everything else moves forward. Whatever trauma you may have experienced whether it was abuse, abandonment, betrayal, molestation, rape…etc, no matter what it was or is, know this to be true, “You are NOT broken”…you are emotional and you have a God given right to feel the way you feel. You also have a responsibility to cope with them and be truthful not misapplying them or using them as an excuse to behave erratically.

As we dawn the close of another year, I contemplate what I’ve experienced and what I’ve learned…about Me!  This year has been one of many highs and lows. I experienced health, sickness, happiness and fear. I can go on and on but one thing is evident to me, I’m not broken…I’m emotional!

Commit to becoming emotionally healthy and a good start is by acknowledging you’re not broken.

 

Be Encouraged…Be Blessed…Be Enriched…Be Authentically You!

 

Launch of Lupus & Company

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With you in mind Puzzled Butterfly created this Teleconference so you can attend a support group no matter where you are or any symptoms you’re experiencing.

Meeting and talking with others who understand can boost your emotional and physical well-being. This group can provide you with …

• Coping skills
• Motivation
• Information
• Caring connections
• Hope

The Lupus & Company Tele-Support Group is a free, call-in support group. Whether you’re a patient, caregiver, family member or friend – join our group and meet other people living with or affected by lupus and the “company” it brings. Learn and share with others in a warm, friendly and understanding atmosphere.

Join us every 2nd Tuesday of the month from 6:00 p.m. to 7:30 p.m. All you have to do is dial the call-in number and when prompted enter the access code.

For more information regarding Puzzled Butterfly’s upcoming events, services and programs, please visit puzzledbutterfly.com or email info@puzzledbutterfly.com.

 

Be Encouraged…Be Blessed…Be Enriched…Be Authentically You!

Self-less…Self-ish?

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Who said we must care for others before we care for ourselves? So many times we put things and people before our own well-being…Self-less? To be selfless you are more concerned with the needs and wishes of others at your own expense. The majority of the time being selfless will leave you depressed, frustrated, sick and tired. What a reward for your selfless acts. How did we become so acquiescent? Where did this need to be the hero or she-ro for those that summonses come from? What are you lacking within yourself that you’re trying to fulfill by this superficial validation? Why would you constantly want to sacrifice or martyr yourself? Sacrifice by definition means to slaughter and martyr to suffer or die; what have you done that warrants such retribution? Don’t you love yourself? You should never put anyone or anything before the precious being God created that is…You! You have a right to take care of you first. Anyone that says differently ask them to neglect themselves for you and see what happens. Self-ish…isn’t altogether a bad thing. You have need of yourself. You’re just as important as anyone else in your life. If you are having trouble reconciling that being somewhat selfish isn’t bad, consider this. Taking care of yourself is a great selfless act especially when you consider others that will benefit from your sacrifice. If you want to be strong enough and healthy enough to care for a sick loved one, you must take care of yourself; mind, body and spirit. If you want to be an asset to your employer; you’re no benefit if you’re sick and having to always call in. You must take care of yourself in order to be able to function at peak performance. You can do this by having a healthy and balanced diet. Drinking plenty of water. You can’t forget to get adequate rest and relaxation. Be mindful of what you’re feeding your mind. Meditate, deep breathe and laugh as much as you can. These are a just a few sacrifices you can make. I know you’re concerned about how much time this could possible take. Know this…Our lives have an expiration date. Your time is limited here and the time you have already redeemed you can’t get a refund. You have spent years being accommodating to others; you can use some of your time left here accommodating you. Don’t you have goals, dreams or aspirations you want to achieve? Maybe…Maybe Not? Unfortunately if you use your remaining days devoted to living everyone else’s life, no one is living yours. And as for your goals, dreams or aspirations, if not accomplished, they will expire with you. You are in control of you and you are responsible for your life. No one else. Consider yourself. If you don’t take care of you…who will?

Be Encouraged…Be Blessed…Be Enriched…Be Authentically You!

What’s The Matter With The World?

My mother and I were talking today and she mentioned this song, so I decided to look it up and listen to it. I love music with a message. This song was definitely appropriate for this time. There is nothing wrong with the world, just the people in it! Everything bad in this world is a result of its residents. It is people who steal, kill and destroy. It is people who practice racism, sexism and classism. It is people who justify immorality and corruption. It is people who are hypocritical and confused as to who they are. So what’s the matter with the world? Nothing…all is perfect and in harmony; but as for its people…we’ve got a lot of work to do.

Be Encouraged…Be Blessed…Be Enriched…Be Authentically You!

There’s Hope

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No matter how dark your darkness may be, there’s still sparkles of light. Steady yourself…shift your focus rather to see the light instead of the all encompassing darkness. There is always hope; but YOU must be willing to see it.

 

Be Encouraged…Be Blessed…Be Enriched…Be Authentically You!

Take Action!

Congressional Lupus Caucus

Take Action Urge your Representative to KNOW Lupus

The Lupus Foundation of America recently hosted a briefing on Capitol Hill urging Congressional staff to KNOW LUPUS. Contact your Representative today and encourage them to join the Congressional Lupus Caucus.  The Caucus was founded with the primary purpose of ensuring all members of Congress are armed with the understanding of the impact of lupus and actively support advancement of lupus research and increased awareness of the disease among the public and health professionals.

Research shows that nearly two-thirds of the public knows little or nothing about lupus beyond the name.  And despite the widespread prevalence of lupus, medical research has remained underfunded relative to its scope and devastation.

Please take a moment to email to your Representative TODAY urging them to join the Congressional Lupus Caucus and KNOW LUPUS in order to create a future with NO LUPUS.  You can visit the Caucus web site to learn more.

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Take Action

Help Ensure Access to Affordable Medications

Urge your Representative to Support the Patients’ Access to Treatments Act of 2015

The future of lupus drug development is strong, and the Lupus Foundation of America is a leader in advocating for legislation to ensure that once new treatments for lupus are available, people with lupus have meaningful access to these vital treatments without experiencing burdensome out-of-pocket costs.

Now is the time to take action!  Representatives David McKinley (R-WV) and Lois Capps (D-CA) have introduced the Patients’ Access to Treatments Act (H.R. 1600), a bill that would limit cost-sharing requirements for treatments placed on a specialty tier and charged a co-insurance (a percentage the cost of a drug).

The bill had 142 bi-partisan co-sponsors last year, and we need your help getting original cosponsors before the legislation is reintroduced!  Write your Representative today urging them to co-sponsor the Patients’ Access to Treatments Act.  This important legislation will help reduce the financial burden on people who rely on highly specialized medications for maintaining and improving their health.  Take action today